I have traced some of the reasons that I think attribute to this, but in many ways there are things that are a part of my past that seem to be a part of who I am today and directly seem to have molded me. Being able to believe in myself in all areas is my ultimate goal. I sometimes feel like I am making progress and then other times it seems that I have made none.
I am thankful that God is patient with me and that He won't give up on me! I am thankful that I have people in my life who believe in me, even when I don't believe in myself.